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I dont know who will read this.i dont care who will read this...except one person.

Him.

not nate not shay not rachel not christian not anyone..

Just You.

listen to me Very very carefully please...

Your the one i Wake up for.your the one i dream about every night.your the one i tell my close friends about.your the one i run to.your the one i have a crush on.your the one i have sex with.your the one i talk to your the one i love..your the one who listens to me.your the one who Understands me.your the one i plan to really marry someday.your the one i wanna hold.the one i wanna press my lips upon.its you.i know its you.i know your the one for me no one else matters to me anymore longer.i dont get jealous i dont get angry i dont get hurt..you know why?..

because Your the one i love.your the one i wanna take care of your the one i wanna meet.your the one for me.

baby i can not tell you how long and how far or wide ive been searching for someone like you.your a complete angel.my piece of heaven i can never wait long enough to talk to you.and when i dont talk to you it doesnt matter cus i still love you and no matter how long i will always love you my incredible friend said i should hold off on giving my heart away but..but with you i cant help myself..your so..intoxicating..strong..independent..positive..beautiful..sexy...funny..and so adoring..no one on this earth could Ever compare to someone like you.your one of a kind.i just..wanna touch that porcelain skin look in those beautiful eyes that put the stars to shame at night.press my lips against those soft cheeks.take in the serenity all around us..the beauty..the romance..the love..the heat everything ..i wanna feel your soft hair and stroke your skin..hear you moan anything and everything..

i love you so so much..ive never truly felt in love like this before.not even once.you captivate me..you make me smile..you make me laugh you make me feel important you make me strong..and you dont even have to try..you know how to give me goose bumps you know hot to get me to smile even when i dont want to you make me blush red as hell like no one ever could..you give me butterflies..your the one i talk to late at night when its fucken 2 or 3 am in the morning..doesnt matter to me because i love talking to you..your the only reason i get on this buzznet.because if i didnt have you in my life id be misserable and kinda sad..i wouldnt know what to wake up to i wouldnt know what hope ever really could be or what love really meant.

This..you and me..you and me are what i call love my baby..you care about my daughter just as much as you care about me and you understand so many things in my life that people never could..i can relate to you

your not only my bestest and closest friend but your my friend my  crush my buddy my love..my lover..

i cant explain to you how much i love you baby,,you know who you are..i hope you are reading this because my fingures are falling asleep hahaha..but not only that im writeing this for you and you only baby...i dont care it doesnt matter a bit to who reads this i dont care about anyone other than you you and ruby are what i consider my family.

ill write another journal like this except deeper pretty soon..i jjust felt like i should get alittle of it out in the open yes..

i love you so much baby..your my angel my world my stunning beautiful perfect bb..

I Love You..

Forever..